He did not feel secure. Depression gnawing.
For some time, women born in Cyprus, July 25, 1980 it refused to meet with many people, choosing to isolate himself. Every night she would cry in her room and often hallucinating, and even commit suicide.
Actually Shut since childhood has had a tendency to end himself. Pascaperceraian both parents' when he was 15 years old, Silence was trying anything to eliminate himself from the world.
However, these efforts do not succeed. God even let it live until the age of 32 years now and obtain success in his career as a singer.
Silent career in music began with an amateur band in 1994. Thanks distinctive voice and has a strength of character, Silent rap song attracted many rap music lovers in and outside France.
In 2003, Silent awarded first, after the album "Brut de Femme" which became the debut managed to get a gold award for his accomplishments album sales.
In 2005, Silent debuted as a songwriter with his work entitled "Ma Philosophie". The song "Ma Philosophie" was popularized by French pop star idol, Amel Bent.
In the same year, he was also known to have collaborated with the singer bloody Indonesia, Anggun C Sasmi, for her song "Juste Une Femme etre (Just to be a Woman)", which often appear in the French version.
Success continued until he achieved in 2006 he won the award for "Best French Act" in the event "MTV Europe Music Awards". Her album "Dans Ma Bulle" great success until sold a million copies. Since then, unable to resist Silence popularity that followed.
However, neither can be happy about it. Fame only makes him fall deeper and bothered. Although millions of people cheering his name, he felt empty and lonely.
Depression worsened. Silence also perform a variety of ways to ward off mental disorders faced it.
He even enrolled herself into a mental hospital and make an appointment with a psychologist almost every time.
"However, I do not find a solution to resolve the problems faced so far," he told Paris Match magazine.
But a loving God leads Silence to find peace in Islam. One time, a friend came to visit her in the hospital. After a while, his friends said goodbye to his prayers.
Silence then asked why he had to pray. The friend replied calmly. That he was a Muslim and it is an obligation for him. Moreover, the prayer did he feel the serenity. "I told you, I also want to try the prayer," said Silence.
Silent prayer to make his interest to find out more about Islam. Shut up little by little getting to know Islam. Artist friends who are also immigrants helped to understand Islam better.
Silence is close friends with a number of Moroccan women artists, such as Amel Bent, and artist Jamal Dabouz geeks. They have a lot of support during this keartisannya career.
Did not end there, Silent began devouring books religion and reading the Koran. He even decided to quit while in music and moved to Mauritius to learn to read the Koran.
In Alquranlah he understood that Islam is not as charged people for this. "In Islam it is not allowed to kill innocent people, as we see today. We can not generalize to the entire religion just because the individual actions of people who are not responsible, "he said.
After some time to understand Islam, Silent finally decided to embrace Islam in 2009. "When the bow for the first time and touched my forehead to the floor, I know and believe that as humans we only have to submit to God and not to other humans," he said.
Since then, Silent admitted, life feels more calm and serene. "I also know we are made in God's true purpose,'' he said. Now he lives happily as a Muslim woman, a wife for a Muslim man to marry, named Aziz, and a mother to her child.
Keep music
Since embracing Islam. Silence never leave home without covering her hair. The hijab has become a mandatory accessory for her head.
Silent refuse shaking hands and kissing than married individuals. For some time, the Silent declined interviews about his reasons for embracing Islam.
Although the French media busy finding out the facts about Islam, even follow you worship. However, Silent chose silence.
A number of French magazine reported that Silent activities are following the Friday prayers at the mosque Gennevilliers which has been known to spread Islam is tolerant so it can be accepted by the local community.
Previously, the weekly news magazine had a photo wearing a hijab Silence and out of a mosque in the capital Paris.
The photos were taken clandestinely by photographer magazine on September 8, 2009, when the new Silent Gunfille out of the mosque in the company of her husband. In the photo, Silent dressed as a Muslim woman wearing a baju kurung genuine and long black veil.
It was some time, Silent accept an interview with French television station, TF1. In the interview, Silence tells how Islam had saved his life.
The story of an artist who decided to become a Muslim is often a hot issue for the French media. Recalling the famous country often discredit Muslims. The same scrutiny by the French media also affects football player Franck Ribery who chose Islam as his new religion and married a woman of Moroccan origin.
source: kisahmuallaf.com
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